Dear Nico

Dear Nico,
I have been wanting to tell you this for the longest time but haven't been able to. My addiction to you is astronomical. I had wanted to call off our relationship. Break it up. But its just so friggin difficult.

Dear Nico,
You were there for me all the time. You were with me before and after I go on stage rocking it out. You were there for me before and after sex. You were there for me through good times and the bad.

But you are too high of a maintenance. Just recently, you hiked up your market value again.

Dear Nico,
You drain me of my finance. You drain me of my health. You drain me of my stamina for my performances. But yet I still look for you. And when I break it off with you time and again, you seem to be so nonchalant about it, but it was me who ended up crawling back to you. You accepted me back with open arms.. Too open I guess.

So dear Nico,
I want to break off our relationship once more. I know you won't miss me, but I will. Let's hope I don't come begging for our reunion once more.

With Love,
livingthroughstills.